Cats and Dogs (22.09.05)

I'm a child (8/9) and I'm at my grandparents house in Romford , Essex and I'm in the front bedroom, where I stayed a s a kid. I go over to the single bed to retreive the white cat which is lying there, but as I go to pick it up a giant sized labrador dog jumps on top of me (we never had a labrador or white cat), its bigger than me and is playfull but is crushing me, I try to roll under it - its just being friendly but I start feeling clostrophobic and cannot breathe, i'm smothered by it - I panic and am consumed with darkness, in desperation i shove my fingers into where its groin - urrghh. The dog gets off me with a startled expression, looking confused and leaves. I leave the room as well and on the stair landing see a sink on the floor , full of water with a baby lying passively, just looking up - I ignore it and go into the bathroom and the toilet has been removed and is now in the middle of the room with my mum she is washing a grey cat in the toilet bowl; which is full of water.

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